I Refuse to Believe There's Nothing I Can Do
The system is calibrated to take just enough of your energy to keep you showing up tomorrow. Not happy. Not miserable. Just enough.
You've thought about quitting your job.
Not a fantasy, a quiet certainty. The kind that crosses your mind whilst you're sitting in meetings about business objectives, value and "doing what's right for the customer", for a business you have no skin in the game for.
Every day, you wake up and play the role assigned to you. You tell yourself: "it is what it is". That there's nothing you can do.
It's not entirely your fault. The system is calibrated to take just enough of your energy, your focus, your ambition, to keep you showing up tomorrow.
Not happy. Not miserable. Just enough, but never content.
We can all see where this is heading. We tell our kids everything will be okay whilst quietly not believing it ourselves.
I refuse to believe there's nothing I can do. So I stopped relying on hope.
I'm taking everything I've learned, every skill, every relationship, and pointing it at something that might actually make a difference.
But there's no point doing this alone. Keeping what I've learned to myself would just be another version of the same problem.
You have more than you think.
If any of this resonates, don't just read it. Engage. Give me feedback. The world doesn't change all at once. It changes one person at a time.